Dear Husband How I wish I can tell you straight that I hate you. How I wish I’m strong to face all of this. But I can’t even feel my heart now. I feel so weak when I read all the message back. I break into tears. I miss you so much and I can’t bear to do this. Why am I doing this? Why am I trying to be far away from you? Is it about the pain I always get? Why!!!! How I wish that I really do can move on but I CAN’T!!!
It's sad how someone can go from being the reason you wake up smiling, to the reason you cry yourself to sleep. Sometimes, being strong means not holding back the tears but letting them fall. It's funny how you think you actually mean something to someone, & they just turn around & prove you wrong.