It seems like everything's over. I really wonder how could I be so stupid and naive. You never understand and I doubt you ever will. We both are egoistic and undeniably self-centred. I really want to refuse this feeling but it had penetrated deep inside my heart that throwing it aways is like neglecting a part of me. Maybe our ego had gotten the best of us, and then this happens to us. Maybe it's just our fate to be a forgotten chapter of life. I had really hoped to turn back time so that we can be like before, as close and open like before but somehow it seems impossible cuz we had drifted so far apart that the currents of life could never bring us back together again. I miss you so much, maybe too much. You're always there in my mind but how come emptiness is all that I feel? You used to fill me up with happiness and this other feeling that I could never be described. You were a part of me then and you always will be. Somehow...
It's sad how someone can go from being the reason you wake up smiling, to the reason you cry yourself to sleep. Sometimes, being strong means not holding back the tears but letting them fall. It's funny how you think you actually mean something to someone, & they just turn around & prove you wrong.