This morning, I woke up with tears in my eyes and your memories in mind. I miss you so very much. I loved you when no one else did.
I gave you chances. I invested my time and energy for you. I miss it when you say I was the most beautiful woman in the world and that you’ll love me until the end of time. The guy who I spend hours with, just talking and laughing and talking some more. I miss the guy who looked at me like I was his whole world and held me tight, making me feel more love than I ever knew was possible. I miss the kind guy whose kiss filled my insides with a thousand butterflies. I miss waking up with you laying next to me, watching your chest rise and fall as you continued to sleep deeply. Don’t you ever say I lied about how I felt? I will always love you and even though you said those mean things in the end, I prayed last night for you. I asked the Lord to give you the courage to live again. I also pleaded that you won’t be lonely when I’m gone. I want you to be happy, forever and always.
I know your every day with me must be difficult for you to get through as well as Im, not the kind of girl good to be a wife, but just to let you realise that I’ve given you my everything and I did everything for you.
Where ever you are, whoever you are with, I always pray for your happiness. I love you still. I can't lie to myself. You always in my mind without fail. I forgive you Husband for everything. Please do forgive me too.
Happy birthday, Husband. Forgive me. Im not good to be your wife.
I gave you chances. I invested my time and energy for you. I miss it when you say I was the most beautiful woman in the world and that you’ll love me until the end of time. The guy who I spend hours with, just talking and laughing and talking some more. I miss the guy who looked at me like I was his whole world and held me tight, making me feel more love than I ever knew was possible. I miss the kind guy whose kiss filled my insides with a thousand butterflies. I miss waking up with you laying next to me, watching your chest rise and fall as you continued to sleep deeply. Don’t you ever say I lied about how I felt? I will always love you and even though you said those mean things in the end, I prayed last night for you. I asked the Lord to give you the courage to live again. I also pleaded that you won’t be lonely when I’m gone. I want you to be happy, forever and always.
I know your every day with me must be difficult for you to get through as well as Im, not the kind of girl good to be a wife, but just to let you realise that I’ve given you my everything and I did everything for you.
Where ever you are, whoever you are with, I always pray for your happiness. I love you still. I can't lie to myself. You always in my mind without fail. I forgive you Husband for everything. Please do forgive me too.
Happy birthday, Husband. Forgive me. Im not good to be your wife.
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