Dear Husband

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one SPECIAL person, different from any other person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.  You’ll get over it…’ It’s the clichés that cause the trouble. To lose someone you love is to alter your l...

Dear Husband How I wish I can tell you straight that I hate you. How I wish I’m strong to face all of this. But I can’t even feel my heart now. I feel so weak when I read all the message back. I break into tears. I miss you so much and I can’t bear to do this. Why am I doing this? Why am I trying to be far away from you? Is it about the pain I always get? Why!!!! How I wish that I really do can move on but I CAN’T!!!

Dear husband, Today is the worse worse day of my life. What is your problem now? I give what you want and now this happen? You come to my house and make my parents scold me. And then when i walk away, you took all my work stuffs with you. And make me come to your house and beat me there. What is it you want actually? I want a divorce and I've made up my mind. You can't force me anymore. Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.6

Dear Husband, You come home late today for your first day of work. I am at home waiting for you until I fall asleep. I wait and wait. No message no nothing. Your grandma keeps asking me about you and I say I’m not sure what time you come home because you never message me at all and end up she says I’m not a good wife as I don’t even know what time you come home. How does it feel? I’ve messaged you about your whereabouts and you didn’t even bother to reply me. I’m sad. You reach home and just smile at me that’s all. You say you have eaten already when I message you saying I’m waiting for you to eat together. Sometimes, I feel you are being   too   much already.

Dear Husband, It not easy for me to give it to you. But all I can say is that what can I do now? I try as hard as I can and give the whole of my heart. Still it the same. So I will try to accept it and show to you that I am giving up. Only god knows what i felt. Only he know the pain. Without willingly, I give it. I will pretend that I'm fine with it and happy. You won't know the real feelings. How hurt it is to find out that you contact with the person I don't want you to contact with. But you make it like I'm in the wrong. You give me all the unreasonable reasons to break free from me. Don't worry. I will give it to you. Hope you are happy now. Please don't make it harder for me each day. Fill in the registration paper for our divorce.

Dear Husband, No matter how much I try to make you understand, eventually you won't at all. In fact I encounter more pain. What is actually your problem? What do you want in your life and in this marriage? How much do you want to see me suffering from heart pain? Don't you see I'm keeping it to  myself. What you want me to be, I try my best to be that person just for you but what happen to yours? Are your feelings the only thing you ever want me to take care of and how bout mine? Who is going to take care of it if not you. Each day, I try to make you smile and do what you want me to do no matter how tired and heart pain. But nothing is appreciated. Today is our relationship anniversary but no wish from you. I did put a calendar reminder in your hp still you did not wish me. It's ok as it is not that important but tomorrow is. It's our wedding anniversary. I will wait and see, are you going to wish me. I put the reminder in your hp . I will not wish you until you...

Dear Husband, You come home late today for your first day of work. I am at home waiting for you until I fall asleep. I wait and wait. No message no nothing. Your grandma keeps asking me about you and I say I'm not sure what time you come home because you never message me at all and end up she say I'm not a good wife as I don't even know what time you come home. How does it feel? I've messaged you about your whereabouts and you didn't even bother to reply me. I'm sad. You reach home and just smile at me that's all. You say you have eaten already when I message you saying I'm waiting for you to eat together. Sometime, I feel you are being to much already.

Dear Husband, Today you sent me a text message saying you are leaving me and say you hate my attitude. Why must you always look at the dark side of me. Did you ever think of what good things i have done for you? All the sacrifices i  have made for you? Is leaving me settle everything? Touch your heart babe, you will know the answer yourself. No one will or can know what your heart saying except for yourself. But why you still want to deny it and make the wrong choices? I am deeply hurt to your decision. You just give up on things which you yourself not sure the outcome. Every day i  cry by myself. Every day i  think how can i  make you understand every word i 'm saying to you. I never ask more than anything from you. I'm not like others wife who want this and that. I change for you to be someone who you want me to be but still not enough and still my mistakes. There is nobody for me to talk too . What should i  do now? Each time i  try to speak out about...

Dear Husband, GENERAL OVERVIEW There are several stages which couples with cases in the Syariah Court have to go through, as indicated in te following charts: REGISTRATION .................................................... To register, please complete and submit this  form  with photocopies of the following documents: Marriage Certificate/Revocation Certificate; Identity Card (front and back) OR Passport Children's Birth Certificates; and Protection Order / Maintenance Order / Conversion Letter (to Islam) if any Incomplete forms and/or insufficient documents attached  WILL NOT BE ACCEPTED  for registration. We seek your co-operation in this matter. Please note that rejected forms will be returned to your address. The completed form and documents may be: A) submitted personally for registration at Syariah Court, Family Link @ Lengkok Bahru 8 Lengkok Bahru #03-01 Singapore 159052 Tel: 6354 8371 Working Hours Monday to F...

Dear Husband, Today I’m so busy with all the salary submission. I’m sorry if just now I shout at you over small matters. Sorry. Forgive me. It’s becoming a big issue in the Spa over Mithu presence. She bad fire everyone here. Playing with her mind game with all of them. Talking about me and others here. You know me, I don’t even bother about it. And I have my own work to handle. How I wish to turn back time and take good care of myself. Don’t think much about you . I can't be under pressure and stress. I really need to go to the doctor and check myself. I can’t trouble you all the time. You got work to do. You don’t need to take off for me. I think I really need to overcome my phobia if I want a baby. For you, for us. Talking about it already makes me want to shed tears. But I can’t forget it at all. Seeing you sometimes make me angry at you for what you had done to us. Dear god, please bring another joy into my life. I need the joy from you god. I need my own baby which I c...

Dear Husband, I'm no good with my reaction to show you how much I love you each day. Even if I say everyday that I love you, you will eventually feel bored. Today I'm doing fine at work. But as usual My stomach hurt badly. I ate the rice Ejan cook for me then I do my daily work. I miss you.Maha's mum come over for treatment and she talk to me about the baby and miscarriage. She advised me to go to the doctor for stomach wash. She had added on that she will pray for me every day. How sweet! Babe, I hope you are doing fine at your new work too. Must have enough rest. I know that you won't be having much time for me, it's ok. I understand. I don't want to keep on quarreling with you. I'm tired of it and it hurt me. It's just that sometimes you take things for granted for my Silents. How I wish you and me we both know what we really feel in our heart. I love you and only you babe.

  Dear Husband, I know you are just trying to win my heart back. I also know that maybe you are  remorse of your wrong doing,  but I just wonder will this be for only awhile or you will always make me happy again? You break my heart over and over again. And it's not easy for me to let it go when you break my heart for the first time. And now you do it again. I really hope this won't happen again and you will always remember your mistakes. Because today, i am happy watching the movie with you even when you actually sleeping. I hope this will last. P/S: Thank you for the movie husband.

Dear Husband, Don't repeat chapters the ending of the story will never change. Girl meets boy, Girl falls hard, Boy doesn't even stumble, Of course we'll meet new people & Fall in love again. Of course we're gonna Hate each other & seek out to hurt each other But we'll always have a history that Won't let us forget about each other No matter how much we want to. Now i  see why i  was the one worth leaving. It's so funny how only 2 months ago my stomach would do all Kinds of crazy flips when you signed in & now? I DON'T CARE! If she could show you how much you hurt her; You'd never be able to look her in the eyes again Too young to die & too old to believe in promises I DON'T GET MAD ANYMORE BECAUSE I EXPECT THE LOWET FROM PEOPLE.

Dear Husband, I'm not sure if it's my fault to receive this from my husband. All i know that i did not make any mistakes. And it's his mistakes actually, so why am i the one who receive this treatment from him? Is it fair for me now? Make me ashamed of myself in front of so many people. Beat me like nobody business and it's for nothing. WHY AM I RECEIVING THIS FROM YOU?

Dear Husband, Today we lawfuly husband and wife. You can't imaging how happy I am to be with you as your wife from today onwards. May we bless with joyful and lots of happines.  I got write something for you but I don't get the chance to show it to you today. Since we are very busy and tired of course, I just post it here and maybe someday you will get to know that I actually have a blog about my humble life. Here it goes. I hope you like it and feel happy to read it.  My intention is to love you Fairol all the remaining days of our lives together. To willing share you with your family. To allow you space when you need your own private time. If we are to go down the path of sickness, poverty, or sadness, may I be there to comfort you, care for your physical, emotional, and spiritual needs, dry your tears, and help ease your breaking heart; that is where I want to be; always by your side. May I do my very best to respect you in the spiritual role that is...

Dear Diary, Guess what? I am officially Fairol fiancee now. Yeah. So so happy. We getting marriage soon. Oh my oh my. What should I do now? How am I suppose to handle all of the preparation? Will I lost myself in stress? God, help me in this ok. Please make my marriage succes. Amin. Dear, I am so happy. No words can decribe it at all. This  all  I am feeling now.                                                Dear, I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you, not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you, for the part of me that you bring out. I love you, for putting your hand into my heaped-up heart, and passing over all the foolish, weak things that you can’t help dimly seeing there, and for drawing out, into the light, all the beautiful belongings that no one...