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Keeping It To Myself

Dear Husband,

No matter how much I try to make you understand, eventually you won't at all. In fact I encounter more pain. What is actually your problem? What do you want in your life and in this marriage? How much do you want to see me suffering from heart pain? Don't you see I'm keeping it to  myself. What you want me to be, I try my best to be that person just for you but what happen to yours? Are your feelings the only thing you ever want me to take care of and how bout mine? Who is going to take care of it if not you. Each day, I try to make you smile and do what you want me to do no matter how tired and heart pain. But nothing is appreciated. Today is our relationship anniversary but no wish from you. I did put a calendar reminder in your hp still you did not wish me. It's ok as it is not that important but tomorrow is. It's our wedding anniversary. I will wait and see, are you going to wish me. I put the reminder in your hp. I will not wish you until you wish me. But if you never wish me at all tomorrow, I guess there is no more love from you to me. It pain though but just accept it.

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