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I Give What You Want

Dear Husband, It not easy for me to give it to you. But all I can say is that what can I do now? I try as hard as I can and give the whole of my heart. Still it the same. So I will try to accept it and show to you that I am giving up. Only god knows what i felt. Only he know the pain. Without willingly, I give it. I will pretend that I'm fine with it and happy. You won't know the real feelings. How hurt it is to find out that you contact with the person I don't want you to contact with. But you make it like I'm in the wrong. You give me all the unreasonable reasons to break free from me. Don't worry. I will give it to you. Hope you are happy now. Please don't make it harder for me each day. Fill in the registration paper for our divorce.

Keeping It To Myself

Dear Husband, No matter how much I try to make you understand, eventually you won't at all. In fact I encounter more pain. What is actually your problem? What do you want in your life and in this marriage? How much do you want to see me suffering from heart pain? Don't you see I'm keeping it to  myself. What you want me to be, I try my best to be that person just for you but what happen to yours? Are your feelings the only thing you ever want me to take care of and how bout mine? Who is going to take care of it if not you. Each day, I try to make you smile and do what you want me to do no matter how tired and heart pain. But nothing is appreciated. Today is our relationship anniversary but no wish from you. I did put a calendar reminder in your hp still you did not wish me. It's ok as it is not that important but tomorrow is. It's our wedding anniversary. I will wait and see, are you going to wish me. I put the reminder in your hp . I will not wish you until you...

Your Fist Day Of Work

Dear Husband, You come home late today for your first day of work. I am at home waiting for you until I fall asleep. I wait and wait. No message no nothing. Your grandma keeps asking me about you and I say I'm not sure what time you come home because you never message me at all and end up she say I'm not a good wife as I don't even know what time you come home. How does it feel? I've messaged you about your whereabouts and you didn't even bother to reply me. I'm sad. You reach home and just smile at me that's all. You say you have eaten already when I message you saying I'm waiting for you to eat together. Sometime, I feel you are being to much already.

Leaving Is Not The Answer

Dear Husband, Today you sent me a text message saying you are leaving me and say you hate my attitude. Why must you always look at the dark side of me. Did you ever think of what good things i have done for you? All the sacrifices i  have made for you? Is leaving me settle everything? Touch your heart babe, you will know the answer yourself. No one will or can know what your heart saying except for yourself. But why you still want to deny it and make the wrong choices? I am deeply hurt to your decision. You just give up on things which you yourself not sure the outcome. Every day i  cry by myself. Every day i  think how can i  make you understand every word i 'm saying to you. I never ask more than anything from you. I'm not like others wife who want this and that. I change for you to be someone who you want me to be but still not enough and still my mistakes. There is nobody for me to talk too . What should i  do now? Each time i  try to speak out about...

Divorce Court Process

Dear Husband, GENERAL OVERVIEW There are several stages which couples with cases in the Syariah Court have to go through, as indicated in te following charts: REGISTRATION .................................................... To register, please complete and submit this  form  with photocopies of the following documents: Marriage Certificate/Revocation Certificate; Identity Card (front and back) OR Passport Children's Birth Certificates; and Protection Order / Maintenance Order / Conversion Letter (to Islam) if any Incomplete forms and/or insufficient documents attached  WILL NOT BE ACCEPTED  for registration. We seek your co-operation in this matter. Please note that rejected forms will be returned to your address. The completed form and documents may be: A) submitted personally for registration at Syariah Court, Family Link @ Lengkok Bahru 8 Lengkok Bahru #03-01 Singapore 159052 Tel: 6354 8371 Working Hours Monday to F...

I'm Sorry

Dear Husband, Today I’m so busy with all the salary submission. I’m sorry if just now I shout at you over small matters. Sorry. Forgive me. It’s becoming a big issue in the Spa over Mithu presence. She bad fire everyone here. Playing with her mind game with all of them. Talking about me and others here. You know me, I don’t even bother about it. And I have my own work to handle. How I wish to turn back time and take good care of myself. Don’t think much about you . I can't be under pressure and stress. I really need to go to the doctor and check myself. I can’t trouble you all the time. You got work to do. You don’t need to take off for me. I think I really need to overcome my phobia if I want a baby. For you, for us. Talking about it already makes me want to shed tears. But I can’t forget it at all. Seeing you sometimes make me angry at you for what you had done to us. Dear god, please bring another joy into my life. I need the joy from you god. I need my own baby which I c...

My notes for you

Dear Husband, I'm no good with my reaction to show you how much I love you each day. Even if I say everyday that I love you, you will eventually feel bored. Today I'm doing fine at work. But as usual My stomach hurt badly. I ate the rice Ejan cook for me then I do my daily work. I miss you.Maha's mum come over for treatment and she talk to me about the baby and miscarriage. She advised me to go to the doctor for stomach wash. She had added on that she will pray for me every day. How sweet! Babe, I hope you are doing fine at your new work too. Must have enough rest. I know that you won't be having much time for me, it's ok. I understand. I don't want to keep on quarreling with you. I'm tired of it and it hurt me. It's just that sometimes you take things for granted for my Silents. How I wish you and me we both know what we really feel in our heart. I love you and only you babe.